Cuckolds Respond:
" I don’t know what it is exactly that Im hoping to get out of my situation but I'm just so confused and lost lately. I live an intense lifestyle, my intention is not for this to be confusing.
Some background, my wife and I have been married for 4 years and together for 7, chastity has always been a huge part of my kink journey and to be completely honest I needed it.
My wife has been seeing another man for a couple of years and he is a wonderful addition to our family who we even hope to have him move in with us one day.
This year my wife sat me down and explained to me that it was time for us to take the final major step in our relationship and for me to be sexless 100%.
No more unlocking, no more using a vibrator to get off in my cage no more sexual intimacy. Instead I am fully encouraged to indulge in all of my hobbies and interests with full support from my wife and our boyfriend. This was something that I was OK with because I might want this if I knew that my wife was gratified sexually.
It's been months since, my few very infrequent requests to unlock have been met with punishments as agreed upon. I have my prostate milked every week to keep me healthy and I am showered in love an affection from both my wife and our boyfriend.
But internally I'm just a bit weirded out; shouldn't I want to be unlocked more?? Shouldn't I miss all that I've given up?? What's upsetting isn’t all that is happening to me in fact I'm so happy it's amazing.
What gets to me is that somehow I'm happier than I've ever been, my chastity cage is a point of comfort for me and on the off chance that I've been unlocked to give my skin a break, I'm depressed without it.
I just feel so bad that this makes me feel so so good and I feel like I'm alone now in these feelings and that makes me feel lonely too. My brain and personality have changed to match the lifestyle.
Nothing is as good a Cucking is!
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